All That I Am

At the end of May, I went to a prayer and worship time that focused on Psalm 103. Since then, that psalm has stuck with me. It makes me ask myself so many questions. It challenges me. These past few weeks, I’ve thought about it more than usual. So I naturally decided that blogging about it will help me, and I think God has a lot of things he can teach all of us from it.

The first verse says, “Let all that I am praise the LORD; with my whole heart, I will praise his holy name.” That’s what has stuck with me: the idea that ALL THAT I AM is meant to praise the LORD. The question that naturally follows, the question that I can’t escape is “what does it look like for all that I am to praise the Lord?”

I’ve asked myself that question multiple times since May, and I always have new things to add to the list. That first night I asked, I came up with this list:
·         Surrender
·         Follow
·         Remembering all the good things he does for me (v. 2)
·         Saying his character back to him in adoration
·         Humility (quit praising yourself)
·         Being his salt focused on him and his path
·         Trusting
·         Listening
·         Obeying
Yikes. That’s a list of things that are difficult for me. Those are the parts of me that I most frequently leave out of praise, the depths of the ALL THAT I AM.

A couple weeks ago, I asked some friends what they thought it means for all that we are to praise the Lord. After that, I obviously had to go back and add to my own list. It now includes:
·         Acknowledge his unfailing love at all times
·         Don’t forget all that he’s done
·         Live as though I’m being renewed (and take that time to be renewed by him)
·         Trust and live like I’m forgiven and not judged

I know that my list is so far from being complete. I’m not wise enough to fully grasp this concept, and I don’t think I ever will be. But I do know that Psalm 103 and even Psalm 104 have so many answers to my question. Let’s look at these truths together.

Psalm 103

1 Let all that I am praise the Lord;
with my whole heart, I will praise his holy name.
2 Let all that I am praise the Lord;
may I never forget the good things he does for me.
3 He forgives all my sins
and heals all my diseases.
4 He redeems me from death
and crowns me with love and tender mercies.
5 He fills my life with good things.
My youth is renewed like the eagle’s!
 
6 The Lord gives righteousness
and justice to all who are treated unfairly.
7 He revealed his character to Moses
and his deeds to the people of Israel.
8 The Lord is compassionate and merciful,
slow to get angry and filled with unfailing love.
9 He will not constantly accuse us,
nor remain angry forever.
10 He does not punish us for all our sins;
he does not deal harshly with us, as we deserve.
11 For his unfailing love toward those who fear him
is as great as the height of the heavens above the earth.
12 He has removed our sins as far from us
as the east is from the west.
13 The Lord is like a father to his children,
tender and compassionate to those who fear him.
14 For he knows how weak we are;
he remembers we are only dust.
15 Our days on earth are like grass;
like wildflowers, we bloom and die.
16 The wind blows, and we are gone—
as though we had never been here.
17 But the love of the Lord remains forever
with those who fear him.
His salvation extends to the children’s children
18 of those who are faithful to his covenant,
of those who obey his commandments!
 
19 The Lord has made the heavens his throne;
from there he rules over everything.
 
20 Praise the Lord, you angels,
you mighty ones who carry out his plans,
listening for each of his commands.
21 Yes, praise the Lord, you armies of angels
who serve him and do his will!
22 Praise the Lord, everything he has created,
everything in all his kingdom.
Let all that I am praise the Lord. 

Psalm 104

1 Let all that I am praise the Lord.
O Lord my God, how great you are!
You are robed with honor and majesty.
2 You are dressed in a robe of light.
You stretch out the starry curtain of the heavens;
3 you lay out the rafters of your home in the rain clouds.
You make the clouds your chariot;
you ride upon the wings of the wind.
4 The winds are your messengers;
flames of fire are your servants.
 
5 You placed the world on its foundation
so it would never be moved.
6 You clothed the earth with floods of water,
water that covered even the mountains.
7 At your command, the water fled;
at the sound of your thunder, it hurried away.
8 Mountains rose and valleys sank
to the levels you decreed.
9 Then you set a firm boundary for the seas,
so they would never again cover the earth.
 
10 You make springs pour water into the ravines,
so streams gush down from the mountains.
11 They provide water for all the animals,
and the wild donkeys quench their thirst.
12 The birds nest beside the streams
and sing among the branches of the trees.
13 You send rain on the mountains from your heavenly home,
and you fill the earth with the fruit of your labor.
14 You cause grass to grow for the livestock
and plants for people to use.
You allow them to produce food from the earth—
15 wine to make them glad,
olive oil to soothe their skin,
and bread to give them strength.
16 The trees of the Lord are well cared for—
the cedars of Lebanon that he planted.
17 There the birds make their nests,
and the storks make their homes in the cypresses.
18 High in the mountains live the wild goats,
and the rocks form a refuge for the hyraxes.
19 You made the moon to mark the seasons,
and the sun knows when to set.
20 You send the darkness, and it becomes night,
when all the forest animals prowl about.
21 Then the young lions roar for their prey,
stalking the food provided by God.
22 At dawn they slink back
into their dens to rest.
23 Then people go off to their work,
where they labor until evening.
 
24 O Lord, what a variety of things you have made!
In wisdom you have made them all.
The earth is full of your creatures.
25 Here is the ocean, vast and wide,
teeming with life of every kind,
both large and small.
26 See the ships sailing along,
and Leviathan, which you made to play in the sea.
 
27 They all depend on you
to give them food as they need it.
28 When you supply it, they gather it.
You open your hand to feed them,
and they are richly satisfied.
29 But if you turn away from them, they panic.
When you take away their breath,
they die and turn again to dust.
30 When you give them your breath, life is created,
and you renew the face of the earth.
 
31 May the glory of the Lord continue forever!
The Lord takes pleasure in all he has made!
32 The earth trembles at his glance;
the mountains smoke at his touch.
33 I will sing to the Lord as long as I live.
I will praise my God to my last breath!
34 May all my thoughts be pleasing to him,
for I rejoice in the Lord.
35 Let all sinners vanish from the face of the earth;
let the wicked disappear forever.
Let all that I am praise the Lord.
Praise the Lord!

These two chapters say “Let all that I am praise the LORD” five times. David won’t let himself forget what he wants from the ALL THAT HE IS. And sprinkled between these reminders is the truth about who God is. That is such a good reminder for us; we need to include the truths about God and his character between every little reminder to ourselves to praise him with ALL THAT WE ARE.

I still don’t know how my soul should bless the LORD. I still have to continually ask him what parts of me are not praising him, what parts of my heart aren’t there yet. But I’m expecting God to continue to teach me how to praise him like never before, with ALL THAT I AM. I’m asking him to help me “sing to the LORD as long as I live… praise my God to my last breath! May all my thoughts be pleasing to him, for I rejoice in the LORD” (Psalm 104:33-34).

Let all that I am praise the LORD. Let me understand that phrase more. Let all that I am praise the LORD.

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